Well I just finished packing up my belongings and now all I'm waiting for is my car to be fixed. Once this is done with I will be on my own. My dad told me today that hes kicking me out on Monday instead of on my birthday. What a nice guy huh? Although I have 2 days to stay here and soak it all in, I'm leaving in a couple hours. I wont give him the ( Read more... )

I think I'm slowly becoming depressed and in fourteen days I shall become homeless once again. My life is in a flat spin heading straight to the cruel world below. What happened in the course of my life that makes me worthy of this. And I wonder will anyone I know help me while I fall or will they just clear the target and let me crash headlong ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was the start of my favorite time of year Black History Month or BHM(a name which i just created.)Why do they give black history month the shortest time to shine. Frankly 28 days isnt enough. It atleast needs to run a solid 30. But if there is anything you can learn from this month is that the black man always gets jipped. Oh and ( Read more... )

Well I'm on the phone with my ex-girlfriend right now, God do I want to die, she suckered me into this conversation and I wish I had some cynide . Shes trying to make me upset I'm guessing. She just told me she's never gonna talk to me anymore. All because I didn't call her repeatedly from a party which I was attending. Whatever I know from past ( Read more... )

Tonight is yet another night spent online til the wee hours of the following morning.
I need a life or something better to fill up my time. I'm just updating out of boredom if you could already tell.

that my ex-girlfriend thinks Im depressed and should go on anti-depressents, I currently have no job. My car is on its death bed. And my money is running out quickly. I wish I won the lotto so all my problems will be over.

Well its 4:15 AM and I am yet to feel any sorta of signs of being tired. Chris is bitching out and sleeping or trying to go to sleep. But fuck that not me, I can't possibly fall asleep not when I have this awesome streak going on. I'm running on adrenaline and cigarettes now, A few thoughts are goin' threw my head right now. One is why cant I get ( Read more... )

Well folks my wonderful wacky posts are gonna come to you at a sluggish pace due to the hand of the evil demon king known to me as Dad. He has put his tyrannical foot down and has banished the computer modem at my house in to the ice depths of his truck's cab. I pleaded for the cable modems life and he isn't allowed to see the wonders of my ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I did the unexpected. I passed up a huge blunt I know that doesn't seem like a big thing to most people but if you know me you would understand that I showed great will power. I mean come on it was a seven gram blunt those bad boys don't happen everyday they are few and far between. The only real reason I didn't smoke it was because ( Read more... )

My dad needs to learn when to back off. I swear one of these days I'm going to kill him in his sleep. And with the way that man lays around the house and sleeps I think I have a good chance to catch him off guard. And then when that chance arises its curtains for him. Fucking asshole I'll smother you nigga, don't step to my motha fuckin rep.