i want to sit with you guys out in the cold and watch cars go by in the rain.

loving them.

i miss those spuds and those hands that make them sing.

fucking shitfaced slut.
i hate the things you do.

if only this heart burn would turn into a heart attack. it may possibly be just that.
knowing my luck acid reflex from eating what? nothing. exactly what i wish i felt. you stupid ass bitch.

i honestly hate you most.

should be in that bar getting wasted next to that stranger.

calapse from the inside out ( Read more... )

i am sick of __ and all of __ suprises.

i feel like going for a run.

all my plugs are falling out of my head ( Read more... )

after having time in my day to think things over. i dont want to work here anymore. i would much rather be there. with them, though i do nont know them at all, and have not seen their faces, i would rather be there where i should be. someday i will be there, i just need to find the time and place to abandon all and leave this uncomfortible place ( Read more... )

today was maybe one of those days i just didnt want to be at work ( Read more... )

its a complicated thing.
all i wanted tonight was to dance and be happy,
when in reality i just felt guilty and ashamed.
sat on the couch and tried to contain my emotions

-david bowie is the only cure for this type of night

i am so inlove with life, with my friends while at the same time so ridiculously confused and wishing i could hold back my love for people. i wish i could conceal my emotions. i wish i could speak words i want to say, i wish life wouldnt allow me to complicate it beyond fixing. ive let it in, i always knew it would come to this if i let you get ( Read more... )