i only make up til like feubuary 19th visible i got lazy....

today is one of those days where i question existence...
whats the point if your gonna fall on your face again?

journals being coming UN friends only......

new layout ...thanks for the help kaitlyn

still in the works tho so take it easy....

so this week has been busy?

[sunday]-came home from daddy-o's went to britts birthday party (i think i wrote about that already)

[monday] cheerleading conditioning ....did my back handspring by MYSELF according to shawn this means...VARSITY HERE I COME.....still sore today tho

[tuesday]-1/2 day of school me and bailey went to great leakes(did't get ( Read more... )

rephrase "im here for anything" to "im here if you need to TALK"... anything means to yell at and make feel guilty....

[go ahead take advantage of me more..thats what friends are for right]

-went to dads this weekend
-he loves me so much my room got turned in to his office
-my sister is a b-i-t-c-h
-it rained
+i pissed my dad off
-my phone quiet working
+i came home today
+i went to my cousins 6th birthday
+chocolate cake
-mom grounded me
+talked to derek
-didn't do homework
+jeremy called
+arbys <33333 ( Read more... )

theres no one else but him who can make me feel this way.....

if i could drive right now i would get in my car and drive til nothing was familar til i could see the ocean til no one could find me til no one knew who i was til i could start over......

and i would never look back
]otherwise u wouldn't be seeing me around anymore[

biting my tongue

wow its been awhile i didn't really write about the drama of the sarah cheating on david ordeal but whatever she wanted to kick my ass and then chickend out whatever um so about three weeks ago i broke it off with derek right and i was talkin to my friends friend derek right and i think we've fallen for each other but theres that little voice sayin ( Read more... )