& I'm seconds away...

[prettixnxpink]

Last night went to Further Seems Forever with Don. Got sad but had a good time with him. Came home and we feel asleep in my bed for a little while. Nice. I had to get up to go work at the Hurricane Charley thing for SGA. Then had to go to a funeral for my moms best friends dad. Sooo Depressing. I cried so much. Came home and changed. And then me

Comments

[innocentpink]

Okay even tho we're not that close..
!!!i love you girl,!!
& it sucks how boyfriends hurt us, seriously you dont deserve any hurting, a beautiful girl like you should be HAPPY, & as for two-faced poeple, well they fuckin blow & dont have balls. & friendsss CERTAINLY shouldnt make you feel like shit, but sometimes it happens, its shitty,but Jackie, i know everything will get better. I mean, not only are you AWESOME, your Beatiful,Funny, & nice oh yes & smart.

I love you, throw away sadness & replace it with a smile.
MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH <3Rocio

[prettixnxpink]

aww thank you. I Love you<33*

[shecravesbeauty]

Jackie,
Poeple are going to hurt your feelings. Sadly its life. And not everything in the world is going to go perfect for you. Its not fair because your so amazing and do deserve the best, but sometimes things happen and things don't go how they plan on going. You deserve a lot but than again look at all the things you have. Those little things that have kept you so happy for so long. Never lose sight of them. Just keep your head up. Do what you can. Try to smile. There is nothing you can do to change others peoples actions. Just keep your head up. Stay strong
♥

[prettixnxpink]

<3

[___symetric]

trust me this feeling is temporary, but it will come back. life is full of ups &downs i know how you feel about the
"As much as he hurts my feelings, as much as he makes me cry, as much as I dont wanna be with him sometimes, I have to be, I cant let go of him, I cant get away from him"
trust me i go through that too, thats love.
&about family, my real dad died when i was five, all i have is my mom bc when she remarried, my step dad became the biggest asshole, &i had to live with them arguing for eight years until he decided that we werent good enough [mostly me, he didnt like me because i wasnt "his" kid] so he left us. im sure my mom blames me for that, and same with what you said about looking at dons parents, alex's parents have been married for so long, and are still so in love wtih eachother, his mom gets up and makes him breakfast before school, like realy breakfast, my mom has never done that for me, everyone goes through stuff like this, and if you need to talk im here for you<3 but in the mean time i really do hope you feel

[prettixnxpink]

Thank you so much. That meant a lot to me and I'll probably im you later or something.<33

[x3daytrajedyx]

Sweetie im sorry thing's are going that way for you. But everyone has that time where everything just seem's like its going kind of shitty. But from here, thing's could only get better, or they could get worse. But, what you have to do, is everything that you wrote about, you should try to make them better. Talk to your friend's about how you feel, talk to your mom about how you'd like to be with her more, and call your family every once and awhile just to see how their doing, and just to let them know that you care and that your thinking about them. it'll make you feel better...

i know just a little comment in a journal probably wont make you feel like 100% better, but i hope it made you feel a little better.

I hope thing's get good sweetie, really good...

Love <3*

[prettixnxpink]

It did make me feel a little better so thanks<33*

[awayfromyou__]

i know we've all been exactly where you are before, or something similar to that. i dont think you neeeeeeed anything but some food and maybe a good hug every now and then, but also it hurts others to see you hurt and how all of us are getting mad at eachother lately is ridiculous. we'll go 18324623741 miles away from eachother and not get mad but 5 miles down the road someone is flipping out, i think we all need to step back and realize that there will be more nights out and more days at the beach and more full days of shopping...more evertyhing, memories, good times all that stuff, if someones not around one day, theyll be there the next and thats life, its not always easy & i think everyone knows that. you shouldnt be dependent on anyone but yourself, youre the one who can make yourself happy your whole life. but yeah thats that, i hope that helped, maybe, hopefully but i love you and ill ttyl
<33333