you get everything, why cant you give someone else a chance to get what they want.. as for me
i will never get anything i truely want..

never waste me away

never use me for anything

im just wasting my time

but unfortunately im falling for you

i dont want to try

i dont want to scream

i never want to cry again

paint my nails black

cut my wrists

listen to depressed music

its not me

im not that type of girl

i just wish you werent true

im tripping over my life

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my weekend wasnt bad but i dunno.. theres not much to say

im hollow basically

hung out with people

worked

my emotions are screwing with me

i hate fights yet i am in one

people are stupid

everythings dumb

i love william shakespeares A midsummer nights dream

and i lurve drawing butterflies


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so first week back at school was alright, kinda fun, umm friday was real cool cause it was my cousins sweet 16 =) i bought her a heluim balloon that said 'your the greatest' on it.. i was walking down the sears in polo and there was a man and he looked at the balloon and said "thanks" i laughed, but it wasnt funny

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i love puppies and cupcakes =] and cute hair styles

so new years

( blah )

kay so i totally am at my cousins house alone cause she is over at the neighbours playing games and whatnot..

so the boy i like pretty much knows very well that i like him.. and i know he doesnt feel the same way.. i like him so much and yes its just very messed and i want to get him off my mind but hes never off my mind which is retarded.. ( Read more... )

so im like the biggest diva today

i got my nails done.. a beautiful blue =) and i went out for sushi with my mom and sister, it was amazingly fun, the lady who did my nails made my fingers bleed though.. it hurt and she was vicious with this nail drill thing.. it was amazingly weird haha

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so i went shopping, then to mcdonalds, then to zachs the other day.. it was sweet, i wento to the dolphin stirker show yesterday and got punched in the mouth haha.. and almost robbed and raped.. woot

today is a lovely day im all giddy over it =) pics will come though

( V V mcdicks and zachs =O )

so my new years was okay.. some things i really disliked about it and i sat in a corner in the opposite room for most of the time. pictures will come later

ily but yer lieing


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