songs that have effected me today

[pretty1inpink]

Call me out

Comments

look into my eyes and tell me if you still see me

[idontneedsoap]

you say i'm not one of those people, but how can i not be? i just don't understand. its just one of those things that i don't get. i never will. you don't understand what a burden i feel, how much i will always hold myself responsible for this, i i will never be able to forgive myself for this, how much i fucked up, and how everyday i try to let go alittle more and i just can't. i try to take my mind off it and do things, i go out and have a good time, but it just won't go away. so when you say i'm not one of those people, i really do appreciate your insite but it still doesn't make my opinion of myself change, and it won't.

doing fine

[idontneedsoap]

fine? you say i seem to be doing fine? how can you off all people not see past my focid, my farce? take a good look and tell me what you really think of my temprament.

song of choice at the moment

[idontneedsoap]

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man to grow old with you.
I wanna grow old with you.