i'm losing you, i'm losing all control

[pretty2in0pink]

i hate how every time i get drunk now i end up upset, crying, angry, and hurt over matt. fuck this feeling i hate it and wish it would go away. and the worst part is that i wish i didnt love him so i wouldnt have to hurt this much. awesome

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[swimchief]

miss... i know how you feel... i hate how a great thing like love can seem to ruin everything and make it miserable... but i hope everything else is going well :)

[angelbyday]

Elyse, hunny, I love you and I'm so sorry you are going through this because you do not deserve it at all... How's being back at school going for you? Call me chica