I can't live in Miles' townhouse the way it is... I get annoyed just looking around that place. He never did anything to it... It's boring- brown and white drab with a few black and white pictures of nothing in particular. blah. We've discussed my desire to redecorate, which he was supportive of at first... I could do whatever I wanted... But, now ( Read more... )

I attended classes this week.. but, I still haven't decided whether I'm actually attending for the rest of the semester. *shrug ( Read more... )

It's taken me a good long time to get up the energy to do this: a new entry- the first one in over a year ( Read more... )

"My Immortal ( Read more... )

I'm seriously depressed. No reason... I just am. I'm bipolar, so its part of the cycle. O, I guess there is a reason then... *snicker*

Anyway, I've been sleeping all day, everyday for four days straight. (I just woke up about an hour ago...)

I have some important dates coming up:
Jan. 12th- CCSF grades come out (I shouldn't be nervous, but I am. ( Read more... )

No more of this fucking dating crap.

Bluntly speaking.. there are too many people out there that either just want to get into my pants or are nuts... or both. I'm so tired of it. And, I have ZERO time to do the 'weeding out' thing. So, fuck it. I'm perfectly happy in the state I'm in... thank you.

I had an immensely nice New Year celebration last night. Here's to a new year! Here's to new friendships! Here's to a fresh start!

My aunt is still in the hospital... she's giving us quite a scare. The night before last I was on the phone with Legs (boigotbeef) at 1am when the hospital called... in short things weren't going well... I ended up driving ( Read more... )

George Carlin is the man! He's so fucking funny. I can't stop laughing... George Calrin: Back in Town- Watch it. Now ( Read more... )

I'm so freaking tired. I don't know why... well, I do... I'm not taking care of myself physically. Too much running around.. to little food (or too much of the wrong food)... not enough vitamins either. blech. I'll work on that. Consider it a New Year's resolution! WooT ( Read more... )

Note: Its been edited... When I'm angry and/or hurt, I tend to misspell, mispunctuate, and leave out some letters and/or words all together.

I still don't know what to say to Nik. I wish things were different, but wishing isn't going to do much; I can't change the past...and it doesn't seem that she wants me in her life anymore, anyway.What ( Read more... )