I saw Gothika last night with the fam. I liked it okay... I probably wouldn't watch it again unless I just wanted to see the spooky scenary again... the sets were pretty cool. But, it was predictable and a lot of it wasn't at all realistic... But, you know. VV. I mean.. its not AS terrible as the critics would have yo believe. I mean.. its ( Read more... )

I think that between therapy and those who love me enough to set me as a priority in my times of crisis, I'm getting better. For a while there I thought that I was going to go crazy... well, more than I already had. :p ( Read more... )

I slept two hours between the time I woke up on Sunday morning (11am) and 3am on Tuesday morning- I then slept another two hours- woke up and stayed up till about 3am on Wednesday morning when I fell asleep for one hour... and here I am... 11pm on Wednesday night.

that equals... what? - 7 hours of sleep in the past 84 hoursToday... on that 7 hours ( Read more... )

I got those sleeping pills from my doc. Yippie! Perhaps I can expect to get some sleep now. She didn't give me very many though. Hrm. I suppose she believes that I'll try to off myself with 'em or something. heh. Good call.

I'm having some serious pain in my lower back on the left side... kinda... but it feels like an organ that hurts actually. What's in the back left side? my kidneys? I dunno. *sigh* What next? Geez. It mostly hurts when I breathe. heh. Don't noobody say.. then stop breathing... I'll kick your ass.. royally.

I'm at work, coverin' for Fran. Wow. Its amazing how well I'm functioning seeing as how I only slept for an hour last night. hm.

The only thing is.. this job sucks mad ass when it comes to customer service. These old snobby fuckers are going to drive me out of my goddamn mind!

I've slept about 5-7 hours in the past 64. *insane giggle-fest* I'm STILL awake. I'm taking the time to get school work done.. so, I'm being productive. But, Sweet Sweet Lucifer only knows how well it can come out if I'm insane when I'm doing it. heh. Doc says she'll prescribe me some sleeping pills if I don't sleep for more than five hours tonight ( Read more... )

I crashed last night at about 3am thinking for sure that I'd stay asleep all night and might even sleep through class the next day even though it didn't start until 1pm. I was wrong. I only slept for two hours... then I was up again. This morning at about 7am I was out the door- I went to Kaiser. I waited for about an hour and a half in the waiting ( Read more... )

here it is about 1am tuesday morning... I haven't slept for more than 2 hrs. since i woke up on sunday morning. I'm delusional. I'm freaking out. I need to be functional tomorrow... and still, I can't sleep.

when I'm walking down the street, I find that people are staring at me... I guess at my black eye. I mean... haven't you even seen a black eye before? Stop looking at me ( Read more... )