"you feel totally alone, wrapped in a profound despair that your needs have been cast aside by someone you believed cared about your well being. Under these circumstances, it can be difficult, if not impossible to develop a secure sense of self ( Read more... )

i'm really just dying inside and out

it's the same fucking nightmare every night and I really just need to sleep until my phone rings with something to do ( Read more... )

The boy that I thought I could always count on abandoned me. The boy that I was in love with dumped me. And this is how it feels to have your heart broken. I guess its kinda funny the way it happened. Actually it's not at all. But after seeing how the way you are looking at this, I realized that I shouldnt feel this way ( Read more... )

I am at work. and the computer is not functioning to do what i need it to do. So I am waiting for Doug. In this time I would like to thank ( Read more... )

please casper shut up, shut up. You're only making this harder on me. She's not coming back.

someone must really be mad at me ( Read more... )

in the past 10 minutes I have realized a lot. I feel no need to explain anymore.

my life is the worst. I WIN

i called Banessa and she wasnt home and i was sad. She has been there for me so much these past two weeks. She been the best date, friend, and ear lately. I think i think i will pathetically read my self help book and do nothing, again.

this is not how i expected the last summer to be

everything seems to be going wrong

i dont know who is who anymore

i try to keep busy, but i wish people would call

these re-occuring nightmares do nothing for my self esteem

i had fun yesterday with banessa... instant grassification

im frustrated with a certain situation