so today was okay. i talked to him again and he hurt me again, i really don't know why i keep doing this to myself. i want to get over him so bad but it's hard and hurts so bad. i know i need him out of my life so i can do better but i'm to stupid ( Read more... )

well it's 5 am and i still haven't gone to sleep. my head just keeps spinning about everything that has been going on. i don't feel like typing it all down but just to give everybody a hint, it's all boy problems. i hate boys, their stupid! i am so close on giving up on him and i think i already have but i don't want to let go cuz i'm afraid to. my ( Read more... )

today sucked. this whole past week sucked. i hate my life and i wish i died. i was stupid enough to give him another chance for like the 459834749 time and what does he do?! cheat on me again! why do i keep doing this to myself? is it that i like getting hurt and i don't even know it?! i hate myself, and i wanna hate him so bad but i can't. i want ( Read more... )

well today sucked bad. a lot of things happend but i promise that i'll update about it tomorrow or something. well i'm going to go to bed now cuz i have a really bad head ache i can't stand. goodnight lovelys.

so today was an okay day. i slept in till about like almost noon and miranda called me up saying she wanted starbucks and all sudden my eyes opened wide, lol. i am like so addicted to starbucks and i love it. if i could marry it i would. well we ended up going to the gym to work out then tanning and then to starbucks. then i had to rush home to go ( Read more... )

i got this from a community and i loved it. i almost cried ( Read more... )

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