holes in the heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA MY LOVE <3

when i want to escape ( Read more... )

just a little insight...
I went to a soup kitchen yesterday, & it just made me realize how thankful I really am.
I do get wrapped up in stupid things, but Im glad I went.

on a side note, i miss y-town.
& i feel like im looking for something,
not yet knowing what it is.
i just want to have something to show for myself.

THE WORK DOESN'T END!!
SAVE ME, PPLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I think I officially hit my lowest point.
please just get better.

you got the best of me.
im attached, and you
don't care one bit.
except to use.

i'm done with trying to impress.
why can't i just laugh?

i say not to do this, but i find myself doing it anyway
getting attached, i have to stop myself
u dont mean anything
if i can stop myself from feeling then
it would be better then feeling at all
cut me off, that is the only thing that seems
to me that i deserve.

make the right decisions and be in control
two things i am unsure of