I have been seeing alot of Ollie Jelley recently. We sat in Henrietta Gardens on Monday cus it was vaguely hot and apparently we had to talk adult stuffs which is never good. Tuesday night he stayed over and i got cained and fell asleep while he watched a Kung Fu film. I woke up at 1am and i chatted stonner bollocks to him til the sun came up. ( Read more... )

Im so scared.

Being in town all the time again is slightly unnerving. I keep seeing people i havent seen in ages. surrealism.
I hate not being great at something, and i hate looking stupid.
Im paranoid.
I want a spliffff, a hot chocolate Doolally Style, 12 hours sleep, the perfect figure and not to be a girl.
xXx

I got some new very random photos. Of the summer, ninas party and other assorted sill things. Take a browse...there are some more uploaded on my myspazz profile. xXx ( Read more... )

Pendulum's the best.

I GOT A MOTHERFUCKING JOB
xXx

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Being at Ollie's last night was chillin. We watched Sid & Nancy and Girl, Interrupted on DVD. Had a few spliffs, drank beer and chatted bullshit to each other. It got to 2 am, so i made Ollie watch Jeremy Kyle. We stupidly had sex again. But he wanted it so it's all ok. And i felt pretty for an hour ( Read more... )

I got my Truck Fetsival ticket and i'm having a night in with Ollie, so i'm happy.
The nightmares have stopped.
I may get a cleaning job. I dont give a shit if anyone thinks its low; it's good money, its something i love and i dont have to deal with people.
Camera's lie.
I wish i was motivated- anyone got any secrets?
xXx

I wrote my mum a letter. That always helps things.
Nice people are the nemesis of all evil. Boring. Fake. Try hards.
I feel more than a little hated, bored, poor and unsociable. How long is it since i had a fucking night out? If i dont get this Puzzle Job im gunna go kill a cat.
I WANT MY GUITARRRRR.