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[pretty_pink_ink]

This may sound self-absorbed but this is a big moment for me.

I've never felt more beautiful.

The best part, I did it all on my own. No boys, no men. No games, no strings attached.
Just me. I'm happy with me with no one else around.

Just me.

I'm okay with me.

I just don't want to forget what this feels like.

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[onelastriot]

What'd ya do?

[pretty_pink_ink]

My imminent response is to say I didn't do anything but that's not true.

I did a lot of internal soul searching, talking with the right people, praying. Just really took the time to find myself, what it is I need. Acknowledging my flaws and learning how to correct years negative self-destruction.

It's an on-going struggle, as is everything in life, but I'm finding my own happiness, on my own terms.

[onelastriot]

oh haha yeah! i just figured there might have been an event that occurred as well.

give me some of that happiness juice and pray for me. i need it.

[pretty_pink_ink]

There's no event in life that can occur that will automatically change things. You have to have your head on straight and your heart in the right place. Those are the only things that really matter, everything else is just stuff.

You'll be in my prayers and good thoughts for sure. I hope you find some peace soon. Sincerely.