S E C T I O N A --- F E E L I N G S ( Read more... )

Even though people tell me I'm thin, I feel fat. x ( Read more... )

Adverse Reactions ( Read more... )

1.having a weight that is 15% below normal that is not due to an underlying medical condition (anorexia; bulimics are usually within ( Read more... )

shirt size- small
pant size- 2/3
height- 5.7 1/2
weight as of now- 117
low weight- 95 (1 year 1/2 ago.)

bust- 28"
waist-26"
hips-30"

Laxatives laxatives...laxatives:-)

Ok, so the community that i am in Ana_Diaries is ok i guess. except whenever i try to tell someone that they can't be fucking 153543564576 pounds and be anorexic, someone bitches me out and says that anorexia is not only physical but mental. bmi19lower isn't accepting me as a full member yet... :-/ it sucks. i wish i would get accepted, but its up ( Read more... )

so yeah, i was gonna take laxatives tonight, but i'm worried b/c if i have to get my blood drawn on monday then my mom would find out along with the doctors and it will be one fucking huge ordeal. whatever... i dunno what the huge deal is i have control over this, and its a stress relief for me. AH! i am so sick of reading in communities... " hi, i ( Read more... )

 Red: Anorexia
 Purple: Bulimia
 Clear: Clarity, control
 Green: Strength, perseverance, will
 Blue: BlueDragonfly
Black & Blue: SI

fun fun...

u know, to be CONSIDERED anorexic you HAVE TO HAVE A BMI UNDER 17.!!! i'm at 18

1 muffin...