Comments | prettyboypunk: "I dont like this person you have become"

prettyboypunk

"I dont like this person you have become"

Sep 13, 2006 00:21

Ok so class is about to start so I cant put everything in. but yeah last night my mom fliped Ok. I think somthing is really wrong. I dont know what though she is like trying to get me to do things so she can get mad at me. I can almost see it happening. So i come right home frome school yesterday. I get there and she is on the couxh like always. I ( Read more... )

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azurephen September 13 2006, 16:52:08 UTC

well umm you know i dont even know what to tell ya. Shes insane. I mean you know that, she is bipolar right? and thats the way bipolar is Happy or Insane angry/sad. This might seem odd, but is that why you keep leaving your bed at my house, you mentioned getting it awhile ago? Your always welcome back > >. And if this comes off as "oh jimmy, i need a person in that back room cause im crazy lonely," thats not what im going for just remember you never really "moved out." You just kinda... didnt come back. So basically that option is still open, i think.

prettyboypunk September 13 2006, 20:58:23 UTC

I was thinking about it. but for some reason I dont want to go back. lick last night i was like no im gone! but I dont know man. I feel like im running away or she would be more mad. Or if i am doing somthing wrong then i would get you guys mad at me. and that hurts me even more. and i dont even know. I also feel like im running away from it if i did that. but yeah. she has a pic of my dad in the house on a wall that she put horns on and man him hold a pitch fork and it says somthing like im going to hell who wants to come? and im like thats not cool. you know. God. but i think im gonna stay. i need to stop by your house soon. also need to hang out with tom befor he leaves. and finish geting stuff for awa. and AHHHH! Im grounded! ERRRR but yeah she is going to be mad at me cuzz i didnt close me bank acount either. that was the last thing i was going to add. Is that she woke me up and was like tomorrow morrning i want you to close that bank acount you dont know anything about too! and walk out. so yeah im like no. but any way. thanks ( ... )

azurephen September 13 2006, 21:02:52 UTC

well just in case, at least to me Luke15:11-32 think thats right....
Besides youve pretty much done everything you can do wrong already ie florida.

Its not running away if you cant win, its cutting your losses.

I need to get you a room estiamate for awa too dont i....

starchaserkat September 13 2006, 17:05:19 UTC

Your mom has mental problems. That kind of explains everything you need to know, I think.

articocreed September 13 2006, 22:50:29 UTC

Dang... why did you leave Chaz's again?

I can understand why you want to stay with her.. but still... there's a difference between running away from a problem that really needs facing... and removing yourself from a problem that you can't really do anything about...
though it is sort of a "damned if you do, damned if you don't" situation

I know that some bipolar people know that they have fits of being irrational and can talk about it when they are in their sane moments (then again.. sane moments can quickly turn to irrational moments) but see if you can't catch her in one of those sorts of sane moments and talk to her about it (if she does in fact have those sorts of moments)... otherwise.. just.. good luck buddy..

<3
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gaki_chan September 14 2006, 02:12:13 UTC

I'd be willing to pay for your AWA room share once I get my paycheck.. seriously. Hopefully you can still go. :/

Also if you ever need to go somewhere to cool off or anything, you're welcome here. I know I have school, but I mean you call my mom "mom" so you're pretty much family here and welcome here even when we're not home.

I'm sorry about your mom though.. she's being irrational and you're too old for that crap.