so i baby-sat last night 5:30 - 1 a.m.
i didnt expect to be there that late.. but oh well.
the girls were adorable
(2 year old twins) -- they liked to get naked though lol.
that was frusterating.

( twins twins twins. )

i got worked up for nothing :*
nothing @ all.

tonight im calling jacob back;
either hanging out with him
orrrr im gonna hang out with samantha.
because i love her & miss her
& she makes me so happy :*

i still hate her though.
that will probably never change.

just when i start to think
"hm. maybe she isnt THAT bad.."
& maybe i should just drop everything with her;
i fucking end up hating her more than i ever did.
I FUCKING HATE YOU

i don't know or care how the game ended.
algojwoejgwe. leaving in a little to babysit.
peace bitches.

( amber miller :* )

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i cant even describe how i feel right now.
with a total of 45 mins of sleep..
(i finally forced my self to sleep @ 6 a.m.
woke up @ 6:45, left @ about 7:15)
then 8 hrs of school. catching up on homework..
then the worst practice all year..
i feel like complete shit.

i think im gonna go to the jv game..
if i can even move.

1:50 a.m.
i can't sleep.
this blows.

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well.. im a little ticked.
natalie didnt call or come to get me.
so im staying home today.
i called her probably 55 times.
she didn't answer any of them.

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