I am officially a failure.

i'm not too sure when i started to blow so bad at life... but i definitely do. i just had a test in quant this morning that i didn't even finish. i had a full page left at the end that i didn't even do. so that sucks. and then i didn't do my homework for the class i have in about 20 mins.... and we have a test today in that class too. i seriously ( Read more... )

Last night i had my third miserable night of the week... and it was only tuesday... which means every night this week i've been miserable....

I don't know what's wrong with me, but i can't keep living this way.... something has to change

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Nick and I carved our first two pumpkins of the season today..... it was awesome.... fall is my favorite time of the year and so far i am not disappointed!!! maybe i'll take a picture!

I just love making him happy and I want to see him smile. The truth is the more time I spend with nick and the more he treats me like i am the most important thing in his life, the more i resent kyle. at first, i had no hard feelings toward him... i was the one that ended it... but looking back now i hate the way he made me feel. He may have loved ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything in a while... but I am going to start trying to write more often. I don't think this will even be interesting to anyone else but i want to have these memories written down somewhere, so i am going to try and write here more often ( Read more... )

I hate it when...........

people sitting around me in my classes talk in arabic and i can't listen in on their conversations!

So a couple nights ago, Nick and I were sleeping and I had a nightmare and woke up really upset. So I woke Nick up and told him I had a nightmare and I was scared and he rolled over and started rubbing my back and kissing my forehead and he said "Come here, baby. It's okay. You're okay. I'm here. You're safe." It was so sweet. It's little moments ( Read more... )

1. I got my Grades back... A's in Calc 2 and Art History.... A+'s in Anthropology and Chemistry.... college.....
2. Got a speeding ticket yesterday.... $115
3. I had to go to the doctor for a sore throat and ear ache today..... and all i could think about was how i couldn't afford the gas to get there and the copays. who needs money anyway!