Knowing he was with her for so long is hard enough.....
Knowing that everyone wishes he was still with her and not with me is 100x worse...

So I went to nick's tonight in an obviously really fucking bad mood... so we had a naked pizza/movie/margarita/beer night...... lets just say it was FANTASTIC.

1) I don't need anyone telling me "you know you can't fuck up in school krissy, your scholarship is riding on this" DON'T YOU THINK I FUCKING KNOW I CAN'T MESS UP? DON'T YOU THINK I FEEL ALL OF THE PRESSURE IN EVERY DIRECTION TO DO WELL? BECAUSE I FUCKING DO, THANK YOU ( Read more... )

this fucking sucks....

Last night, Nick and I were sitting on my couch doing homework and i fell asleep and woke up in my bed. so this morning i called him to ask him how i got to bed and he said he carried all my homework into my room and my laptop and he set my alarm. Then he carried me to bed and he left me notes all around the room... they were so cute.. it was the ( Read more... )

1) When is everyone's spring break?

2) Does anyone know of a good book i can read over spring break?

p.s. Things are great. I'm happy.

Nothing really to report... nothing in my life has really changed and I am extremely happy with that..... I spent the weekend with Nick again.... tonight i am going home :-( i hate sleeping without him there now to wrap his arms around me and keep me warm and safe all night. I thought maybe by now, some of our initial attraction would wear off... ( Read more... )

So Wednesday afternoon... more mean things, things i wouldn't even repeat on livejournal, were said about me on facebook by random chicks.... and i was so hurt by it this time that i just broke down crying and nick was there and he was so mad and he held me while i was crying.... and then after that we went down to this restaurant Cosi, at 12 mile ( Read more... )

So on Tuesday night i have a class with kyle, and last night i walked in and he was sitting with another girl... and of course, it was really weird for me to see him with someone else.... but it was a strange feeling..... a mix between sad at seeing something that lasted so long end, and knowing that this is right.... I tried to picture myself ( Read more... )

Krissy = SO HAPPY