I found an old suitcase in my grandmother's basement, two weeks ago. It was grey and dusty, and it had my grandfather's initials. My initials. I pulled it out into the center of the room and set it down. I pulled hard at the old zipper, which went all the way around, and when I flipped open the top there was a ladder leading down into the floor. ( Read more... )

I can't even put myself in a good mood anymore.
Anything positive I had left floating around got sucked out tonight.

Thanks.

Life is boring this way.

p.s.
I wish my mom had made dinner.

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Today's my day. I brought a lunch and a soda. And I'm not gonna leave until I see this sailboat everyone keeps talking about ( Read more... )

This morning I drove until the sun came up. I couldnt sleep. If it were a race, I would have lost. It took me two hours to find a good spot to watch the sunrise. I should have just went to the beach. But the clouds looked as if they were saying, "No." And all I could think about was which states I would drive through to get to South America ( Read more... )

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I just want to play in the leaves and carve pumpkins all day ( Read more... )

It's October and it breaks my heart.
I'm not ready?