so today, was soo hard. i was completely and utterly bummed out. most people know why.. but idk. i guess i was just expecting thigns to go differently. but what do i know? i mean, it had every reason to go the way it did.but this time seemed soo much differnt.i felt really out of place..which happens NEVER with him. maybe i look up to him like an ( Read more... )

alrite guys, its been awhile since ive posted but theres some things i need to get off my chest ( Read more... )

homecoming was last nite ( Read more... )

meh. bday is monday. any ideas to do something?

xoxo

okay so last nite wasnt that great of a nite. i felt like shit, and people keep hurting me. and then i woke up this morning and my front door was open.. to the size of about the width of my cat.. and she wasnt anywhere in the house to be found.. i walked around outside till about 6:15 or so, and i couldnt find her. i kept calling her name and she ( Read more... )

happy turkey day kids ;) <33

hi guys. sry if im not myself in the next 24 hrs or so..not really feelin to great. <33

hey. so ya. me + shawn had an interesting talk last nite wen he called me at 10 rite wen laguna beach was starting so we culd watch it together like we did back then. and so ya. its good to hear from him again. were gettin closer + it just happens to feel amazing. ya today was a pretty good day. and tomorrows no school so tahts good. well im gunna ( Read more... )

gr. myspace is being a prick. and im sorry to everyone for ever being mean, lying, cursing at you, saying i hate you , etc. im extremely sorry from the bottom of my heart. i know i havent been the best of people lately and i know that ive hurt alot of people and lost alot of people from it. I am very truely sorry.i kno that it wasnt exactly wat you ( Read more... )

verot football game last nite = AMAZING!! ah 30-29 w/ double over time .. it was insane. playing in the rain was fun!! now im like sick. but twirps tonite so nuthings gettin in the way of that ;)call me if u wanna do something!