i cant believe my brother could ever be such an asshole.
i cant believe i ever looked up to him.
i cant believe the whole two years he was gone i missed him.
how could i ever miss someone who treats me like this.
im so over this.
he wants me out of his life, fine.
its over.

BLU:ECHO called me! i go in for an interview on saturday. ahhhhh im excited. i think itd be alot of fun to work with you and we could hangout moreeeeee.

hello livejournal world. i havent written in you in a while.last night was prom party ( Read more... )

so today i went to mexico for johnnys birthday with roger, brigette, shaun, and of course johnny. it was a blast. i havent had that much fun in a while. ha i just read my lj from last night i was so dumb and emotional. ha so over that.

AHHHHHH i seriously hate this. so over it. SO over it. why does he even show the slightest bit of interest when i know for a fact he doesnt care at all. ahhhh it is just so confusing. im done. seriously i do not wanna deal with this anymore. but hes so attractive and so fun to be around whyyyyy. dammit dammit dammit. i hate myself. how come guys ( Read more... )

so um my dad got stationed somewhere else...CUBA.
and we are most likely moving there.
what the...

LA LA LA LA LA.
Im bored.
i worked for 12 hours today.
but i liked it.
tim called me today :]
and ryan asked for my number :]
the cure is playing with interpol and the rapture :]
i miss people i wanna hangout with people.

woooooo. yesterday morning sucked like no other but now i am happy ( Read more... )

FUCK THIS ( Read more... )

violent femmes september 3rd.
so there.