-work schedule
-classes
-homework
-essays
-errands
-cleaning
-boyfriend
-family
-friends
-sex worries
-exercise
-eating right
-dr's appointments
-money management
-sleep deprivation

I feel like there is TOO much on my plate right now and I need to cut down my portions dramatically.
I am STRESSED OUT. It's a neverending vicious cycle. I start doing too many things ( Read more... )

It's just getting really hard trying to please everyone. I'm only one person, and I can only be in one place at once. It seems like lately no matter what I do, SOMEBODY is getting pissed off at me for not being there. But you know what? I'm doing the best I can. I've been trying so hard just to make everybody happy and I can only do so much. I've ( Read more... )

i stayed awake, took a shower, got ready all over again, cleaned, prepared.... all for nothing.

i really like this one.

so much has changed ever since tuesday night. john and jessica asked me at work if i saw stars when brandon kissed me, haha. i told them no, but that he's the best kisser to date; and jessica made a good point, it's probably because i actually have FEELINGS for him. with every other boy i've kissed, i think back and can honestly say that it wasn't ( Read more... )

we were texting tonight; he was talking about doing typical guy things all day, so i called him one. during my run, my phone vibrated as it received another reply. i kept running, but i slid my phone out to glance at it, and it said, "typical- i don't know? i'd like to think not. you haven't left for that run yet huh? there's something kinda funny ( Read more... )

i want to prove something.

I don't know anymore whether to keep my mouth shut or let things take their course.

It's kind of disappointing when you meet someone you think you will click SO well with for the first time, and, after that  things are completely different than they were before you had met. that's what happened with myself and the boy leaving for iraq next month. it's kind of sad, in a way... i think that he really liked me. but it just wasn't ( Read more... )

i miss being little. i miss the days where nothing mattered, and the answer to the question "what do you want to be when you grow up" was still ages and ages away. i miss feeling like nothing could ever really harm me, my heart could never ache, and i could never disappoint and/or be disappointed. when i was little, none of these things existed yet ( Read more... )