So very odd

[prettylard07]

Sometimes I think if I have the stuff inside me to hate myself, to cut myself, to deny myself... if I have this self-control to restrict or purge or do pushups till I collapse... then maybe I have the stuff inside to me to love myself, to care for myself, to enjoy myself as is... interesting, isn't it? I don't know why I never considered this

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[mayikissyou]

girlfriend..never give up..because then, they win, it wins. You got it going on and remember that you always are going to have the stuff inside you to do wheat you need to do! Very deep post, i liked it..and its motivating and very nice to read. I hope your doing well and good luck with everything! lets keep in touch about how our weight is doing! I am about 115 now,lost around 3-4 libs. But not nearly where I want to be..and who knows how long it wil llast. I have thrown up in 2 days..woah! I know...it feels weird but its been because I havent been eating nearly as much as I usually doing (binging, if you will) so I havent felt the need..which is what I want..throwing up becomes such a drag..expecially when your at a resteraunt and there are other people in the fucking bathroom..ugh...but we'll see how long this last...go girl! xoxo

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