So, I'm not sure what is going on. I feel myself being more responsible when it comes to school. When it comes to most things really. But on the other hand, maybe not ( Read more... )

I have ran so much this weekend. Im exhausted. Ive not hardly slept at all which isnt ME, so im definitely going to bed early tonight. I think we are losing our water heater tonight, and wont have it back till tomorrow sometime, so Im not sure when or where I'll get to shower. Ive been feeling up and down all weekend. I met this guy Lance on Friday ( Read more... )

im so tired of everything. maybe if i just take a little time off from everything ill be better. except when i went down to centre, the same day i left, i was ready to come home. i guess i like all the drama and stress ( Read more... )

so altogether today, i think that at least 4 of my friends have outright told me they loved me. you know, thats not something that happens everyday. and just because it made me feel so good...i will take the time to recognize everyone ( Read more... )

no words. i hate words. but...no words can describe how i feel. i hate life. i hate trying so fuckin hard, and using so much goddamn energy to figure out something to take my mind off how fucking horrible i feel inside then feeling worn out. then you kill me all over again ( Read more... )

well...today...in two words..."kill me ( Read more... )

im so sick of alwayz bein stressed out. thats why i came home last nite and smoked half a joint out my bathroom window. i love my girlfriend, but i dont feel safe in our relationship. thats not good, shes supposed to be the one i feel the safest around but i dont. last night i thought about everything weve been through and how much shes put me ( Read more... )

So today for the first time in a while, I got confronted about Jamie. Well, April takes me to school in the mornings, but since she has been outta town, Ive been havin Jamie come and get me. Well, she wanted to, and there was the opportunity. Aprils back now, but Jamie was just gonna keep on comin, but my grandma's like..."Either April picks you up ( Read more... )

shes been gone...8 hours...and i alreadi miss her. hm. cnt go on vacation! lol ( Read more... )

maybe its cuz i cant taste ANTYTHING. maybe not ( Read more... )