Comments | prettymama: Gripped by loneliness

prettymama

Gripped by loneliness

Feb 16, 2003 00:07

lemme just say this: i think i have social problems SERIOUSLY...i just KNOW that i'm not as well-liked as vivian and angelica...BLAH! ok....dude, how can i begin to explain....i dunno, i've just been feeling left out as of late, i have no idea why...seriously, i've been in a totally depressed mood for a couple weeks. Anyway, back to my pity party ( Read more... )

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long... cerealosophy February 16 2003, 07:03:55 UTC

i'm sorry to hear what you're going through...
don't worry, that happened to me last year and the year before (i used to just go straight home everyday--at least you hang out in the library)...i guess it's still happening to me (especially at lunch time--i'm half chinese and i can't even 'speak part of my heritage' i'm worse off than you! i can't even communicate with my acquaintances?!).

but just think, high school days are just here to train you for the future---it doesn't matter now...you know how silly high schoolers are, life is being social! but you're not a silly high schooler?! so, don't get sad about social life of the pathetic high school years?! there are more important things in life than getting close to bunches of ppl that will probably forget your existance in several years?! the important things are YOUR ethics that have been molded by YOURSELF?!

sorry, that was long and harsh (i suppose)---but that's my strange mentality. (so, you can see why i don't have a lot of friends...)

so cheer up!

Re: long... prettymama February 16 2003, 07:20:47 UTC

um...ok...thanks.
hahahah i'm not usually this depressed...seriously! maybe i was pms-ing or something...haha.
Anyway...i can't communicate with my friends either! all of them (except for hanna) are chinese and they all looove to speak chinese. Oh well...i gotta learn it soon.
Wow, that was the longest comment i've ever received...kudos to you and NERDS RULE!(dunno why i just said that, but oh well).

chenster22 February 16 2003, 07:20:34 UTC

I totally agree with what Vicky had to say over there. Cheer up, and no worries! High school is temporary. Make the best of what you have and I know you're going through some tough times. Try to look on the bright side of things; everyone has struggles. Take care, hope you're feeling better!

prettymama February 16 2003, 07:26:31 UTC

Thanks! I am feeling kind of better now...I dunno, i'm not usually that depressed all the time, it's just that i'd been silently observing my outsiderness* for a long period of time and on impulse, i decided to share my observations and get all that stuff off my back. Of course high school won't last forever...but it sure seems like it...!

dont be down anonymous February 17 2003, 21:17:04 UTC

hey denise ( ... )

dont be down anonymous February 17 2003, 21:17:52 UTC

hey denise ( ... )

Re: dont be down prettymama February 18 2003, 08:34:50 UTC

aww, thanks for the encouragement, you guys! *hugs*.