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[prettymisskitty]

Ryan has yet again a new job, so of course i get shafted as far as how much time we can spend with one another. He now works full time at Borders.. and he was sapossed to be seasonal, but his boss loves him,and now he was hired as a regular employee. Which I guess is good, and I'm glad for him...I'm just lonly

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[malark]

no, i know you feel, i feel that way now and i want to just stop going to college and take a while off, just to go out and live life. I don't want to spend my prime sitting with textbooks and the like. i want to do something extrodinary, like travel europe or move to manhatten. The thing is, if i don't finish out by 2006, i'll feel like i'm behind ... behind in what? BEHIND IN THE GAME OF LIFE. Doesn't that boggle you? that someone can be considered "behind in life?" But i don't want to finish out college, get settled with the works (ie, house, job, significant other living arrangements ...) and then try to go out and recapture the fading dream which was my "youth." i think old men with those teenage cars are vindictive and jealous, and you know, they did work hard for those cars, but they didn't get to enjoy them in their prime. The idea of time as being an important utility has really come to me at college ...