my journal is officially....


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im feeling better today. i mean, even though my dad like freaked on me about me not having my cell...i had a decent day.

nothing really eventful.......

i have pics...but first!!!!! i have to say i made my own community!11 you guys have to join!!!!!!! plllleeeeeaaaaassssseeeeeeeeeeeee?????!!!!!!!!!!!

heres a thingy.....


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i fucking hate myself.

i hate that i cant adapt to highschool. and make "real" friends,ones to see actually outside of school, nd hangout with.

i hate that my old friends are happier than me.

i hate that im selfish.

i fucking hate mylife.

i wish i would just die.

*6 months to waste,and im to blame.*

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things have become normal, too normal.i need to shake things up. maybe i should go to a new school. or try something new. get new friends. i dunno. im thinking about it. its just too normal for me.

im starting to once again feel that lack of friends. i really need friends. but hel, who wants to be friends with a freak like me? i wouldnt.......ive ( Read more... )

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i got bored so im posting a convo with mike.

( convo.....VAGINA. )

*goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to-
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to.

And when the stars fall i will lie awake,
You're my shooting star.

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sometimes i wish we never met.