wow so today jus totally proved everything i've been thinking lately. seriously. i should listen to bea. and jus stop tryin cus it only get me hurt. i try every freakin day to be nice and friendly and jus get the cold shoulder. then when they want something they'll try and be nice to me. thats gay. realy gay. and not worth my time. ugh ( Read more... )

After last nite's drama with Bea, we feel the world needs to know how much we love them. No one hears that they're loved enough. So whoever was online last nite when we were in a loving mood got the most random im.

I love you for who you are. I jus wanted you to kno that.

People, including me, always think they have to be perfect in every way for ( Read more... )

ah so awesomeness of today...minus the one retarded thing of my mom changing her mind and not lettin me sleep over Rene's ( Read more... )

aye. i remember why i hated long weekend again. they jus make me feel crappy and friendless. and jus so outta everything. and it makes me think. which is bad. very bad ( Read more... )

can't i jus have a good week for once? like seriously not jus a good day or so. i want a whole week. is that so much to ask for?

i think Laura said it best this morning. "It's only Tuesday?" aye.

i wish i didn't care so much. sometimes i wish i didn't care at all. but there's always those moments where i want someone to know me better than i know ( Read more... )

weekend was good. friday nite went to Laur's and ate in a hut. :-D "Stephy...we left them alone in the hut!!!" "Screw all the late people all the food's for us!" ah fun nite

ah how i love how youth group makes me think. the topic of the nite...sex. people's stories jus reminded me of stuff. like the whole parents and trust issues. well at least my ( Read more... )

I seriously hate change. A lot. Change sucks. Like big time. People who change for the worse suck. People who lie about shit suck. People who stab their friends suck. As do people who fuck up friendships. They majorly suck. I actually think they suck the most ( Read more... )

today reminded me of why i love the people in my life

so the great part of the morning was that half the building didn't have power. after walking up the stairs [[ lit with a lame lightbulb ]] screamin "I'M SCARED SEIGEL I'M SCARED!!" then walking into our hallway that had no lights excepts Senor's room, and the windows on each end.

Rachel :: if ( Read more... )

i miss havin someone who can see thru all the smiles and hyperness and see the real me ( Read more... )

i forgot how much i loved sundays like this. makes me wonder why i didn't do them at all last year.

woke up late, had the house to myself while everyone was at church then grocery shopping. people were here, hung around upstairs. went to choir. which was totally AWESOME today. i heart jordan. and lauren. and makin fun of brian's jus fun
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