Hope
well today me and kasey were talking about how he's going to mexico for spring break and i got sad cause i don't want him to leave me for that long. and so he decided it'd be cool to ask his mom right in front of me if I could go with them to Mexico and of course she said "we'll see" as if there was actually a chance that i'd be able to. And then when we were talking on the phone a few minutes ago he said that he talked to his mom and she said the reason I couldn't was cause the room situations would be weird. The thing is they're getting 3 rooms as it is and i can already think of 3 different ways they could do it so me and kasey wouldn't be together and none of them are weird. Now I'm even more upset though cause it got my hopes up and then they went crashing down again!! grr! why would he ask her right in front of me. He knew she wouldn't say no in front of me, and that'd get my hopes up just for her to say no later on when i'm not around.
~!~mace~!~