well today has been really really boring! i got up ...talked to my buddies for awhile ....then took a shower. i lead such an exciting life. then i went to wal mart and got a bunch of chocolate and ate it all ha ... i always eat like everything i can get my hands on when i'm depressed it sux cuz then i get even more depressed b/c i think i'm getting ( Read more... )

uh i always mess the good shit up in my life. marcus is mad at me because i always have to say stupid shit. i hate when he is mad at me... b/c then i get so afraid of losing him ....and i would like die if i lost him. i know it sounds pathetic but he is like the one person i can always rely on to be there for me and i really am in love with him ( Read more... )

HEY

I hate this school so much and just about everyone it it. everyone can rot in hell for all i care. i cant wait to get the fuck out of here and get away from all the fuckin ass holes here! there's about a handful of nice people here and the rest are all bastards. i really do pity everyone here because they will most likely never amount to ( Read more... )

Dear Tosha,

You are really _____. You should _____. We need to go _____. After that we can _____. Remember that time we _____? That was real _____. Maybe tomorrow we can _____.I really want to _____ with you. You are my _____. I _____ you!

Signed your _____,
_____

p.s. _____.

*everyone else it out it their journals so i guess i can put it in mine*

Hey! i woke up this morning and felt like shit so my mom said i didnt have to go to school today. so i went back to bed and woke up sometime around 12 and i have been piggin out on ice cream ever since ha ... so much for the whole losing weight thing. i'm starting to like my hair the angles give it some umph ha ... its like a nifty featherd look so ( Read more... )

I didnt have to go to school today YAY!! i woke up at like 10 or so and went to the dentist. ha my dentist is so funny she was singing that uh oh song when she was putting my bands on ... it made me giggle. then me and my mom ate lunch. then i went to get my hair cut :( i dont like it at all... its not that it looks bad its just too short. i miss ( Read more... )

Hey Hey Hey!! My day was pretty good. well i'm still sick so that really sucks! i didnt get like any sleep last night because i was coughing the whole time grr! i wore like the cutest outfit ever today (and got many complements GO ME!!)

biology was cool today b/c we were doin a lab ... so i kept getting out of my other classes. english ...i caused ( Read more... )

I hate being sick ... its like suckiest thing ever! school was ok ... but i was like hacking the whole time and everyone was like eww. its like well what the hell do you want me to do. foods was mad fun today ... we should probably read the directions before we start cooking next time lol. i'm so excited tyler is gonna teach me how to drive a stick ( Read more... )

I love Marcus soo much!!! he is the greatest boyfriend a girl could ever have!! he's my shining star lol. he left me the cutest messages ever. it made me miss him even more though .... i cant wait to see him ... I'M SO EXCITED even though its like forever away. i'm so happy we have made it through all the shitty times of not being able to see each ( Read more... )

Hey!! i'm so incredibly bored. my parental units said i cant go out tonight b/c i went out last night ... its like and your point is?? school was ok yesterday. i actually saw tyler in school which is extremely rare ... we only talked for like 2 seconds though buts its all good. mr. jackon is so fuckin gay ... he only calls me by my last name and he ( Read more... )