Why Do I Run Away?

[prettynpink7421]

I have a phobia...it's the fear of boys...and not just on the surface...to let them in emotionally. Seriously though it's something that is getting harder and harder to deal with, and I might say it jokingly but it's become a major problem that i don't know what to do about. I'm tired of explaining when I really don't know what I'm explaining at

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Angie Angie Angie...

[jennaboo06]

Angie Angie Angie...Your way of letting boys "in" is totally opposite from me and the way I have done things. You see, I let good boys in and lend them all my trust. It's gotten me, as you can see, in much trouble. BUT, it has taught me a lesson to think the way that you do. I think your phobia of boys is a good thing. Think of it this way, when you meet your ture and perfect huspand...you will have no problem letting him in emotionally and you will be able to truely trust him, and thats when you know you have found the one because you won't be confused with past experiences. I wish I had your phobia, it would have saved me and you (haha)plenty of trouble! I love you my favorite Angie!!! -Jenna

[age23]

im not posting a comment about this, this was just the latest one and i just wanted to say thank you for commenting on mine. I didnt actually read it until i commented on jennas and apologized and left an extremly long comment. you have to know that jenna is one of the most important things in my life and i love you for the fact that you try to help our relationship grow and become stonger. you are such a good person and thank you so much. but even after i left a comment on jennas i read mine and then felt even more horrendous, just some of the things she said to me really hurt and now i know what she felt like yesterday but she always said some very ugly things to me so it works both ways, but anyways thank you so much for helping me realize a good thing and you can leave me a comment anytime you want if you have advice or any such thing. i just feel bad cus Jen says that you have been there more times for her in the past 3 months you have known her then i have ever in the past 6 years and i am ashamed really. but i love you for