I'm still so fucking triggered.

( This might trigger, graphic SI talk. )

My mother is home. Unfortunately, the damage has been done. 27 days down the drain. Damnit. I thought I might be able to make it this time, to get back on track. When I asked my mom if she was okay, she replied, "I'm fine. I just wanted to go for a walk." Like it's fucking sane or rational what she did... At this hour, in this neighborhood, while ( Read more... )

It started out as an okay day. My parents and I went to see Joe and Vicky, family friends. There was drinking. And finally, Mom got drunk, and in the car coming home, my parents had a fight, and Mom took off. It's dark out, and she's drunk, and she's walking around the very unsafe streets in my area. Oh my God. This is so much like it was during my ( Read more... )

Quiz results! Dude, and it's one of my favorite monologues in the show, too...


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I spent most of yesterday with Skylar. BLISS, as always. (Even with all the drama around us ( Read more... )

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I didn't go to class, because I physically could not. That's how bad the anxiety got. I'm kind of angry with myself about that, but on a rational level, I know I couldn't really control it. Anxiety attacks just hit. You can't always stop them. I'm lucky I can when I do manage to pull it off ( Read more... )

I am in the Women's Center. I have class right now, and I know I should go, but I can't. I just can't bring myself to go to class today, not with how stressed out I feel. Somehow, I dragged myself out of bed, and I got dressed, and I got on the subway, and I made it to the college, but I can't bring myself to go to my class, which is right down the ( Read more... )

First, something that made me smile... The only thing... I can't believe that Kurt from Four Winds (of all people) was able to do this (indirectly as it was), but someone sent porn to the NYC-PPP list, and his reply was...

I'm not kevtching, just noting. But I looks like an Adult SPAMer has penetrated (OK, iffy working there) the NYC-PPP group. ( Read more... )

(Got this story off of Witchvox... You should visit http://www.witchvox.com/wren/wn_detail.html?id=7215 to read the rather amusing comments the article is getting ( Read more... )