yeah so school started monday, and i havent gone all week and ims taying home tomorrow too. i felt really sick since friday so i went to the doctor yesterday morning and the doctor said that im sick from a combination of overdosing and i have strep throat. so he put me on antibiotics and im starting to feel a little bit better. stars sick as hell ( Read more... )

oh yeah and im um getting a hotel and hopefully alcohol incase anyone wanted to come celebrate

HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! im the big 18!

yaaay!

last night me star emily james and carlos got a room at a shitty motel, and had lots of fun! and emily paid for most of it and she is awesome as all hell! im so tired. . . and i have to work today ='(

wooo

its my bday!

ahh so i cut ALL my hair off! its above my shoulders, crazy shit. and um i havent been doing much lately except hanging out with star and ramos. okay yeah not much going on. . .im going to stop typing now because star got out of the shower

xoxo

Okay so. . .yesterday i worked from like 2-7 and then heather picked me up and we went and got pedicures, which was fucking awesome, bcuz i never have time to get one at my salon. and then we got home and got ready and met ali, brooke, and kristin, and brookes boyfriend at coco reef. that place blowed last night tho, i dunno prolly cuz i was ( Read more... )

i just got home like a half an hour ago, NO sleep at all last night. ugh and i have to be at work in 50 minutes. I need to stop staying out all night everynight damn. whatever hopefully something rad as hell will be going on tonight. i miss ana and stephanie. jamie disapeared, heathers moving in a month, alis moving in like 6 months, but we ( Read more... )

okay so as of a couple days ago im officially S-I-N-G-L-E and ready to M-I-N-G-L-E!! This is going to be weird because i have no idea where to meet new people, i dont think i want another boyfriend though for a long time. I'm almost 18 and i need to have lots of fun for a while first ( Read more... )

i am totally upset right now. like everything i could possibly imagine to go wrong, did. i feel so fucking used. ive never hated myself more than i do now, i hate everything about myself, from head to toe, i hate everything inside of me and what i stand for. i hate everything. i wish someone would show me what to do right now before i go ( Read more... )

ahhh im so fucking tired. so like lets see ( Read more... )

someone wake up, im sickkkk, i need someone to talk to. i'm never drinking that much again, i cant stand being up all night sick and dry heaving ugh yuck sick gross. ana wake up! whatever nevertheless i wanna drink tonight with the girls, but not to the point where im sick again. fuck i cant sleep, and i have to wake up in 2 hours to go to work ( Read more... )