i had reasoning before this ( Read more... )

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i didn't even look at the sky. i only watched the glow of the tv shining in the darkness. the clouds covered my life. if you knew the things i thought and the shame i felt. things that we don't speak

Do you know that moment when you first wake up. When everything is perfect before real life comes into realization? When you aren't here, that's what i wake for. It's what i live for. When you think you are still in the dream when you are scared to open your eyes. It's the only time i am beautiful with eyes closed when i will never have to see ( Read more... )

how do you hold your alcohol so well. Jealousy

it'll make a whisper out of you

you never said a word to me about what passed between us

everything could turn out ( Read more... )

I know i mean what i'm forgetting
We give for everything we're getting
a lot that hasn't been put away
it's building up for that fateful someday
now that i'm gone
now that i'm long gone
this minute has come and gone
i never said to do anything but forget me

calls him everyday
he took a kind of vacation
was heading for something
won't leave her alone
twice in everyway
they lead a life you could forget now
it wouldn't be the last time

Another perfect 3am...I fell into this life and began to realize the world. The sky had become of me and i was enfolded in its beauty. I only like to remeber the very first part of it. If we went through the phases in photos they would be perfect. This is how i want you to see my life. Not as how these things became or how it ended. How i was ( Read more... )