Why can’t they see ( Read more... )

Am I wrong?

Sorry if I am

Can’t be helped

Just gone a little askew

A fever has started

No end in sight

I’ve opened the flood gates

Will I ever run dry?

Expel the rot - within my head

Spewing my disease - on cold cement

The pieces are jumbled

Seem to make no sense to you

Am I possessed?

Is this really me?

My heart pounds

Breath caught in my chest

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Can’t stop this downward spiral

Into the endless chasm

No longer do I linger

Standing on the precipices

Have taken the final step

Plunging into the unknown abyss

Air rushing past me

Pulling at my flesh

But I have no fear

My strength solidified

As I plummet through this barren space

Conviction of choice is but mine

Misunderstood by those I leave behind

Tree ( Read more... )

Nail me up
Stab me trice
Let me drain -
This blackness within
Vacate these premises
Release the disease
Just let me be clean
Pierce the lung
So I can breathe
Split my chest
I need to scream
Unlock the jaw
So I can speak
Cleave my skull
Let the truth ooze out
Peel back my lids
Attempt to look inside
Try to see
What’s not there
Grasp my heart
Locked in ice-
Set in freeze
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