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prettywhenicry7

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Jan 22, 2006 07:08

It is 7:00 in the morning. AM. do you get that? I have been up all night, worrying, because I know that THOSE PEOPLE that used to be my friends are not responsible enough to handle what would have been an easily dealt with problem ( Read more... )

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crise_cardiac January 26 2006, 04:23:37 UTC

You owe me $20. Remember, stamps are 39 cents now. You know why I know that? I wrote you BOTH little cute Backstreet Boy puzzles yesterday. I think I'll mail them to someone who doesn't run screaming from me, though.

prettywhenicry7 January 30 2006, 08:03:06 UTC

look, i was really tired. like, 24-hours-no-sleep-tired. and maybe i shouldn't have said the things I did. i just didn't understand why tyler felt he needed to call me rather than someone who was there.
I don't run screaming from you. who's the one who hasn't called since I left? it's not like you've made any effort to talk to me.
whatever. your $20 will be in the mail tuesday.

crise_cardiac January 31 2006, 21:30:57 UTC

Maybe he missed you. Maybe there's this giant hole big enough for three people when we hang out that everyone pretends isnt there. Is it so unbelievable that you could simply be the one he preferred to talk to, as he always used to? I dont know, the way he was talking at the time, he'd tell more to a stranger than us.

He wasn't supposed to be alone. He was sleeping with Becky. We should have tucked him in, told him goodnight, double checked. Thats our fault.

I didnt call because I thought you were busy, and I was scared. I was kinda a stick-in-the-mud over Christmas and I didnt want to have to evade your questions about how I was. When I call, it wont be for a while still. Im very very upset right now. You can't always be the one to decide when we arent talking.

I just... I cant believe you dont have enough faith in me as a human to think those things. It hurts.