Why bother?

[pricey701]

Why on earth do we bother talking to the people who make us angry/who we always end up arguing with. I mean wouldnt it make sense and keep us happier if we didn't? I have a theory on this. We do not talk to them because we want to try and stop the arguing, we talk to them because we want the arguing. Its become part of our lives and things just

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[curiousjazzical]

hewwo ^_^

[pricey701]

hey

[h0peles5]

'tisnt my fault if people want to blame there problems on an outside source who has nothing to do with it. But maybe you shoulds top thinking about yourselfs and think of what its doing to the person your heaping all the blame on. Reasons I haven't being to school all week, and I'm cracking up mentally becaus eof this. Neither of you know what it's like to be automatically hated like I do, because I'm pretty enough for people to instantly hate and not pretty enough for them to instantly like me, but you both are killing me slowly with this thing, its dragging through my mental health, ripping it up as it does so, and its so easier because it makes your more happy, it makes me sick.

[pricey701]

what the hell? of all the people here I'm the only one who can truly say I've done nothing wrong and your telling me I'm taking the easy way out. The amount of shit I've had to put up with puts this thing to shame. I'm just sick of it all. I've had to put up with enough and already lost enough that this wont phase me. And to be honest Mali, I dont give a damn about your feelings, or leigh's, or anyone else's except for a select few and they know who they are. Plus not going to school is a really shit way to deal with this, going to school would be good for you, it would take your mind of it. And I do know what its like to be autmatically hated, but I dont let me get that down. Besides the people who instantly hate you arent worth your time anyway. Anyway, that's enough for now.

[curiousjazzical]

why must you persist in telling yourself that you have had no part in this at all. that is what i don't understand mali. you're going out with leigh are you not? you're banning leigh from talking to me are you not? i'm pushing leigh away from me as a friend (which made me really upset last night) because i cannot deal with anything about you. i just don't know what to say to you anymore at all malika. and don't think that this hasn't hurt any of us. i felt so ashamed and so untrustworthy, but i've also felt betrayed and worthless too over the past month and a half. face it malika, we weren't meant to be friends.

[h0peles5]

you said by going out with Leigh i was dismissing your feelings, by saying that your dismissing my feelings. stop heaping your blame on me, stop turning my good friends against me ie pricey and get over yourself. i have dissociative effects from my lovan that are killing me and this IS THE LAST STRAW!! I HATE YOU ALL SO MUCH!! WHY HAVE YOU GOT TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS???????????

[extremedave]

my thoery is that life is so utterly boring that if you don't stir a few people up, they'd do some thing stupid with a knife just to get away from the monotony.

[pricey701]

So? Let them. It is there choice, we dont have the right to decide whether they should keep themselves alive.