well i went to the doctors today to only find out some depressing news.... she thinks that there something wrong with me again. the doctor told me that im starting to look like my license picture and that is definitely some bad news. in other words im back in the same circle that i was in before. so i have to go get some labs done this week and ( Read more... )

so for the past 2 weeks i have not been able to sleep which is getting old really fast. last night i was up til 4am watching degrassi. it sucks b/c the next day i am always super tired. well i babysat yeasterday and made some easy money, which was sweet. now im getting ready to go find a new job then maybe going to the gym with lindsay. but

so my friends def. don't like me anymore and i can blame myself for that one. but what people don't know is that there is shit going on in my life that no one knows about but that's beside the point. im not making excuses for the shit that i have done and im not trying to make them feel sorry for me. but i will admit that i have been different ( Read more... )

so yeaterday i went to the port huron beach with lindsay, dan, ryan, nagib, ashley and kevin. we ate and then played volleyball with some random kids. needless to say, we got our asses kicked. after that we went in the lake it was freezing but it felt good considering it was 90 degrees outside. it was alot of fun though. we came home and went ( Read more... )

i've been kinda shady lately and no one understands why and to be perfectly honest neither do i. i've had alot of stress on my shoulders with everything that has been happening and that may be the reason. i've been fighting a whole lot with kevin and most of the time it's my fault. but people need to understand that when i get an attitude it's ( Read more... )

florida was awesome especially b/c i got to spend six days with girls that i absolutely love. it's good to be home but i miss the wonderful weather. this trip has made alot of us closer which is great and im glad that some of us are talking alot more than before. this weekend should be fun. randi might be coming down to hang out with me and ( Read more... )

well my dad is in the hospital, still have yet to find out what is wrong with him. he has had stomach pain since christmas and the doctors can't find anything wrong... so im going to see him today with my mom. hopefully he isn't in there for a long time and maybe they will find something this time.

well i haven't updated in a while, so for those of you that don't know i got a new job at nextel. it's going good, im just really glad that i am out of that damn mall! kevin comes home tomorrow for good and im extremely happy b/c im sick of him being home for three days and then having to go back. now all i need is for my friends to become more ( Read more... )

1. Quiet or Loud ( Read more... )

i've been pretty emotional lately, i have no idea why but i just have been. could be that i only see my boyfriend on weekends and one of my best friends has yet to apologize for some un-called for comments... so i haven't really talked to her in like 2 weeks which is the longest we have gone... but yeah ( Read more... )