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Mar 17, 2005 19:44

how festive, they dyed frank the goat's (is that even his name?) hair green for st beer day
and when ou scroll over him, it says "WHERE'S ME POT OF GOLD???"
how quaint
anyway, another one of those posts that you know you don't want to read. i've gone to the trouble of putting it behind a cut for you, don't worry.

It's been a while since I've felt this bad. It's been a while since I've hated myself so much that i'm afraid to be alone.. I'm just scared, and sad, and numb, and i've been crying lately for no reason. I'm so so sorry for that because i know that I'm lucky, and I know that this hurts people, especially when people think that its their fault I cry and its their fault I hate myself, and it's their fault I hurt myself. Its me, it's all me, i just wish i could make it all stop. I love myself, i really do, deep down, so why do i do this? if i love myself, then why am i so abusing? I don't know, I guess I just have alot to think about. I guess I just have alot to do, I just want to be better.

and just so that this is a worthwhile post, i've got some hot photos for your viewing pleasure

I really am so lucky
You own my heart






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