Yesterday I went to Portland with Felicia.  It was a nice visit.  She gave me another Christmas present because she sucks at actually waiting until Christmas.  LoL.  It's the textile poster of Bob Marley playing his guitar that I wanted.  It's so nice, and I thanked her about 20 times!

Last night I found out that my dad was in the hospital for ( Read more... )

Went to the Maine Mall. Saw Sarah Elie. Found out that Melissa signed onto my screen name and told Sarah that I skipped state with some "random guy" and was fucking him, not to mention that she changed my buddy list all around.

And I'm the immature one. *sigh* Yeah.

Felicia is on her way here, and we are headed down to Portland to pick up her check and just spend time together.  It'll be nice.  This morning I intended to wake up @ 10:00 to take a shower and get ready, but Aaron decided to blast his death music at about 8:45, so I got out of bed and slammed the door (I leave it open for Shep).  I hate that!!

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So many things are running through my head, although is there ever a time when my mind is quiet?  Felicia and I had a good conversation today over instant messanger, and it's causing me to do a lot of in-depth analyzing.  It's almost as though I am coming out of a thick fog, and am able to see clearly everything that has been hazy for so long.

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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

01. Lyndsay
02. Lyn
03. Sparky

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

01. breathing17
02. totalimmortal17
03. xx AmarisRae xx

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

01. My sarcasm ( sometimes )
02. My intelligence
03. My ability to write

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

01. I tend to be viscious, when it's not necessary
02. I put ( Read more... )

It was beautiful
   to kiss your lips...

And I hate that I cannot tear myself
                                                                               away.... 

I figured I would write about my trip, since I haven't yet.

Leon and I left on Friday, and quickly realized how shitty Leon's ( Read more... )

I'm home.
The wind is shifting.
I miss Holly and Dani.

Things will soon be very different....

Lexine wrote an entry in her diary that made me cry. I shouldn't have said what I did about Lisa - regardless of my feelings during that time, it was disrespectful of me and if I'd been thinking about the pain I was causing I wouldn't have said it. I guess that's why I'm an asshole. I wasn't thinking. I spent so much fucking time telling myself ( Read more... )

Hey all. I'm in New York, at a college library. In a few minutes I will be headed to Deleware ( Read more... )