Hmmmmmm

[priest_andi]

So I get a call from AJ. Out of the blue and he tells me a shit load of crap about the ppl of Dillard. True or false? How can I tell. I'm not there. But he has robbed me out of my memory of my friends

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[flameable_soul]

yes, that is why i have been saying dont miss dillard.... no one shouldonce you leave, its high school, a period in your life when you do sex booze drugs, each other, and you get over it in your last summer of being an idiot.
no surprise!

so how have you been?

[priest_andi]

I won't be so fast to say that Victoria. Even if it has its BSing. A part of me does miss it. Altho the ppl may be upsetting over time. Saying that I never miss them and that I hate Dillard is saying I hate what I am now. So if I go your way, and hate it and not miss it at all. Then where's my past that made me me? I am content with myself and I'm not complaining on what I have become. If you hate it so, at least you won't be an 'idoit' for missing it like I have. Be happy and pat yourself on the back.

Me so far? I'm okay and steady. Same old same old.

[flameable_soul]

Well I personally don't like my past. However there are those few moments I do remember and like to have but they did not do much for me.... just a release away from everything else.

[priest_andi]

Hmm. I see.

[rasberrilove]

wtf!? why is it upsetting to see me?? i'm didn't do anything wrongto bad except..for the fact that AJ pised me off before he left and I haven't spoken to him since.

[priest_andi]

><;; Its upsetting to see how you are emotional about this guy Raps. No friend out there likes to see you in pain or having a hard time with it. Thats what I meant. Don't get so demanding about it.

[rasberrilove]

oh... yeah...that is upsetting well if I knew a way out i'd take it but everytime i try i run into a wall and it goes right back to the beginning again... so yeah i'm trying..

[priest_andi]

You'll get thru it Raps. It happens to all of us one time or another anyways. It makes a person stronger. All you need is the right friends to help you get thru it. And you have that, so you'll be fine.