yep. slept on the floor, got no sleep anyhow, woke up, called in for 2 hours, got no sleep even with that break, went to work, wished i was dead for 6 hours, went home and tried to sleep (in vain i might add), then came back. i think i zoned out for over half my shift today. i was still thinking about that god damn zombie plane dream where i went ( Read more... )

when i play a game online, and i kick so much ass that everyone thinks i am cheating, it amuses me to no end. it amuses me even more to fuck with those people until they quit. does that make me a bad person? i just enjoy talking shit, i can't help myself ( Read more... )

I need to be alone, I'm halfway to nowhere
More 'n the cold on now that I am alone
Wait means wait, to the boy and his father
Raching for a hand as my heart starts to sway

Crawl through the darkness, fear all that don't, fate is a gift

i am forced to for the next 3 nights since my aunt is in town, but i made a little fort in the basement which is infinitely cooler than my normal sleeping environment ( Read more... )

if you ain't go no regrets

<3 von bondies

you know, the apathy. fyi.

i have spent the morning reburning my cd backups onto dvds. i have a ridiculous amount of porn, which just sort of dawned on me this morning. i mean wow. we're talking multiple tens of cds full of it.

thankfully i have about 10x as much music backed up, so i don't feel like i am a complete pervert or unsavory type.

you know, sometimes i'll be doing stuff i normally enjoy doing, like tonight for example - je jouais tony hawk avec mes amis - and then out of nowhere this wave of apathy comes and i just don't give a fuck about it anymore. i wish i knew what the cause of this is because it annoys the piss out of me ( Read more... )

1. vous ecoutez á radio fud, transmettez pour les personnes qui sont dur.
   the robot is more convincing. work on that. bust out the book, too. and maybe install the software even. this would be a remarkable event.
2. no more 5ing - this will be ongoing, and really encompasses most of the rest of these goals. 5 != the way.
3. quit staying up until 4-5 fucking ( Read more... )

i'll post them up with the comments andrea made so everyone can have the same fun i did
Restorative ( Read more... )

**already done**
the shins - chutes too narrow
the killers - hot fuss
operation ivy - energy
no doubt - the singles
my bloody valentine - loveless, isn't anything

**hopefully done by morning**

against me - reinventing axl rose