i feel like im under a rock now and nobody wants to look and see if im still breathing.. nobody online talks to me, im the one that talks first.. wheres my friends? who is my friend? nothing goin my way, all i want is friends that will talk to me.. but oh fuckin well.. life is a bitch..

how i should feel, or how to take things lately.. i dunno what i really want out of life, love, happiness.. wish it was all easy, but its not.. wish someone would help me..

saw dawn of the dead this afternoon with my sis. she wanted to see it again, and i wanted to see it too, so we went. kinda surprise she likes gorish stuff.. doesnt bother me one bit, cause i like it too. it was a good movie, the ending shows that another sequal will be around later on, guess thats all i have for now on this subject, go see it if ( Read more... )

i have alot of whys for society. why does the world revolve around looks?, why do girls, ok most of them, got to be punks bout it? you have to be good looking in order to hangout with a cute girl? is that how it is? shits not right. change is a good thing in some cases, but having to look good for someone, just plain dull. if i wanna change, ( Read more... )

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this band rocks even know there cd has been out along time, i just got to know them and hear them.. there from my old home county of bergan county, nj. they rock, everyone should give them a listen!!


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last nite went to the house of blues in orlando to see adiar, near miss, and hazen street open for story of the year.. it so rocked! took my friend matt with me, his first time goin to a concert and he drove tho.. it enjoyed, glad he did, if not then he sucks! hehe but anyways got there and i was hmmm i want a beer so i went and got one, and i met ( Read more... )

nobody really comments to me in here.. what gives? also why doesnt anyone invite me to places? and when i do get invited i feel too tired to go. so yea, i guess im not too cool enough to hang out or something.. laters

i dunno since monday ive been feeling so out of it i dunno.. mixed up feelings along with tiredness, and some stress. been here before with it..but i got blood tested for it, and was fine.. hmm i dunno. but anyways im just sittin here eating lucky charms, kinda hoping my friends online or someone would talk to me, but they all seem to be busy. i ( Read more... )

yesterday was good, actually it was fun. except work. went to the mall, had plans to buy new music, but ended up buyin some stuff to wear accesories, (skull n bones with wings belt buckle, skull and bones leather belt, old english D embroided arm band, nice lil "emo" hat, dont know if its called that but someone told me it was that kinda hat, but ( Read more... )