another... and another.
ivegota problem andidontwannasolveitbecausesolvingitmaymeantheendofeverything. idontknowifthisisgoingtohelpmebutiwouldrathersound stupid thentrytofakesoundingsmart. ihadanother panicattack lastnightandasforwhatsetitoff... imnotsosure. irememberbeingveryupsetbecauseofcertainpeoplesphoneconversationsandiseriouslywantedto jumpoffabridge. andofcoursemetryingnottohavemyattackonlymakesitworseandisoundlikea frickenidiot.