Sleep is for faggots.

I just had a serious talk, and he's right. All distractions need to fuck off. I'm serious. I need to buckle down, and whatever stands in my way is going to perish utterly.

I don't know what's going on in my head. I don't even know anymore, I just remember that I used to, and that's all I got right now. I gotta start thinking about something else.

I'm up again. Last thursday night, I stayed up all night too. This time it's much harder ( Read more... )

I feel so hungry, but not for food, or at least nothing here. Maybe i'll make a pizza. I always like pizza, but I want someone to eat pizza WITH!

Today, Max (Senior News Editor/Teacher Guy) was a total dousche bag to me. He really just treats the entire news staff like we don't knoww what we're doing and there is NO learning benefit from the class other than experience in being stressed out. I think I joined the class to get my own office, but I really don't care anymore. Too bad I ( Read more... )

Getting over it very very quickly. A vibe felt for probably no reason whatsoever. Talk to me at the right time, look at me the right way, and you're bound to get attention ( Read more... )

i told byron i would stay up until 5:30 am until he has to go to work cause he's not quite sure if he can wake up and i dont want him to miss work and im not sure if he can stay up the whole night and i know i can. me and sleep are like fucking ENEMIES right now. haha ( Read more... )

sweeet, 48 hours of awakedness. a little too much for me right now just cause I have nothing to keep me up but false, happy thoughts. but god-motherfuckin-damn, i love those thoughts. they're all i can live for right now. if i didnt have those, i dont know what i'd do. anyways i probably dont make much sense. the world seems so... small and ( Read more... )