i wish i wasnt so horrible at livejournal. however, i really truly understand the saying "everything happens for a reaosn". everything i went through with josh lead me straight to adam. i cannot explain how deeply i am in love and can't even begin to describe how amazing he is. i feel truly blessed. and even if it doesnt last....tasting this kind ( Read more... )

i'm a mess right now. to be perfectly honest with you, im going to need a while to collect myself again. he won't leave me alone and that's the worst part. i wish i could put it in the past and move on. and im working on it. however this past weekend was amazing. friday i went down to ucsd to visit my sister. we went to the sun god festival with ( Read more... )

its very rare that i have enough free time to actually update this. much less make a picture update. but im bored and it seems appropriate. so here ya gooo


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im watching daft punk videos on youtube and kicking myself in the ass for getting tickets and hitting automobiles so i couldnt afford coachella. dear god, make me a steel car that is invisible to california highway patrol. thank you.

as a resident of coto de caza, i find "the real housewives of orange county" hilarious. almost embaressing. almost. do people really watch this? come on.

im off to san fransisco for the week my lovelies. the voyagers consist of me...of course, stu, nikki, josh kramer[not my boyfriend],johnny and kyle butt! ill send you some city love if you ask for it.

tata

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"Religion. A daughter of Hope and Fear, explaining to Ignorance the nature of
the Unknowable." - Ambrose Bierce

i know im horribly delayed with my updating habits. but im making an effort. and thats all i can be accountable for right now. my emotions are a mess. my mom moved out on monday. im living with my dad now. it's quite a change of pace. we went grocery shopping earlier this evening. it was cute. i got my second stop sign ticket last night. (both ( Read more... )

amazing.

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