someone please save us, us college kids! what my parents told me is what i did.. they said go to school and be a college kid. but in the end i question why i did. i'm poor, i'm starving, i'm flat broke, i've got no cash to spend. sell all my books for front row tickets to dave matthews band. my girlfriend's at another school, i know this year will ( Read more... )

It seems just like yesterday was the first time that I heard You call my name. Since then so much has changed. I'm still the same man that I was before. Knowing that I can be without anything scares me away from being alone. Now that I know what's going on, I can look back and see You. And I made You wait as I turned away. If I could rewind, watch ( Read more... )

so last night was the last dance of the year. not too many people went, so that kinda sucked. then when the cops showed up -maybe half way thru the dance- almost half the people left the dance. and of course, to get to the dance one would have to drive there...my car broke down maybe 500 yards from the school. and it wouldnt start again. Brian gave ( Read more... )

so school kinda sucked again today...yeah thats new...people are just anal. so I left after second period. I came home and my dad was here and he was kinda grindin me about it. I think he was stoned tho cause he sounded really insencere and calm even when I showed up at the house like 4 hours before school ends and he kept asking the same question ( Read more... )

okay, school sucked like always. I decided to actually go to third today. and then I thought Forrest and I were gonna leave at lunch, but Forrest wasnt even there so I just hung out. I was gonna leave but Heather convinced me to stay...my beating me up. I sat thru psychology, which really sucks now. Kevin is a stupid dick and broke Mr Everists yard ( Read more... )

I picked up my prom pictures...
( they dont really look like me )

well, today was... just another day I guess. yesterday Connie Forrest and I ditched after 2nd period. we went to bucks beach and hung out in the sand. rented a movie. she called her mom cause she thought school had just gotten out, but it was really like half an hour early. her mom got really pissed at her and was talking really fast in spanish. ( Read more... )

so Im not going to be too specific...but I really just need to get this out. its not like anyone reads anyway. but theres this girl, and I just wish she would like me back as much as I like her. I dont really want to get in the way of anything cause I want her to do what she wants. but Im tired of being second best (or lower) and just having to sit ( Read more... )

I just love when it snows in June!! its the second freakin week in June, and it snowed. two days ago it was like 80 degrees. yesterday it dropped to just under 50 or so. then over night it snows. man, I hate this.

CJ stopped by and gave me the ( pics his mom took )