for those who still read this, im sorry that i force you through my rants, my whines, and all the other shit that i put here.

i know you all are very tierd of it, and i realy should keep it to myself.

i do try to hard to make freinds. ill try not to do it anymore untill i can figure out the right way to do it.

thats all.

the days have been turning to night again ( Read more... )

fucking starbucks ( Read more... )

bwah ( Read more... )

the one year aniversary of my fleeing/leaving of my fathers house is coming up soon.

*sigh*

i know its for the better, but god what a shitty year

tonight, we eat like opium feinds ( Read more... )

my first dog ginger was put to sleep today ( Read more... )

right now the room is lit with santaria candles, the smell of myrr is thick in the air, i smell like roses and arabian musk, fiona apple is wailing her soul on the speakers, im drinking blackcurrant nectar and gin, my pipe is in front of me, i have 9 cups of coffee in my belly, a mexical blanket wraped around my waist ( Read more... )

the last post was written in very much anger because ( Read more... )

this weekend has been one of the most draining experiences of my life ( Read more... )