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[prince_spades]

So i'm back, and i feel really naseous, not really sure why. It sucks because i find it really hard to get work done when i'm sick, just another distraction. (yes work on a friday night...this is not normal, i have the sats tomorrow and i need to study, i'll be a loser for tonight if it helps get me into college

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[aireannaiel]

Be a loser, I hear college isn't that bad! (though i'm a bit of a hypocrite, i ended up copping out and going to community college)

Very interesting, you had left a note in hippies4u, and the reason I actually commented was because about 8 days after New Year's an old friend/ exfriend of mine left me a voicemail saying basically the same thing. Starting over in a new year and yada yada yada. Truthfully, I haven't called her back because I'm torn as to whether the chance is worth it. Finally I ended up deciding that I needed to work on straightening my own life out before I can work on straightening ours out together. If she's still there when I'm ready, then the timing was meant to be. If not, both our lives will go on as they have successfully in the last 6 monthes - without each other.

Peace, friend. Hope things work out for the best between you two.

[prince_spades]

I think you made the right decision. I wish i'd done the same thing. Instead i'm back in a position where if i ditch her, or ignore her etc. i'm the bad guy, even though i'm doing it because i'm still hurt from her past actions. It's tricky because i really do want to be friends with her, but it doesn't feel right anymore. thanks for your good wishes and the best of luck to you too

[likeasunburn_]

i was in a situation like that a few months ago.
see, my friend dumped me for some reason i can't figure out & didn't talk to me all summer. then the new school year came 'round, & she just up and started talking to me again, wanting to hang out, etc.

it was weird.

we see each other at school & are pleasant with each other, but i doubt we'll ever be as close as we were last school year. [she was, like, my skippin'/druggin'/awesome buddy.]

ps. it took me forever to realize who was in your icon. aghoielkd.. ben harper!

best of luck for you, man. love&peace, as well.

[prince_spades]

coincidently my friend was the same type of skippin druggin buddy. Ive actually been a lot better behaved without her in my life, and i don't mean that in a good way. She's kind of gotten harder into everything tho, to the point where i worry shes really screwing up her life but i dont think its my place to do anything anymore

thanks for the luck and same to you